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Friday, October 13
why can't u see me fading away. - Friday, October 13, 2006
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maybe all i need is an outburst,
to vent out my frustrations & throw something.
it is true, i keep a lot of things to myself & seldom talk about how i really feel.
& i know even when i do, i seldom tell the whole story, the whole truth, about myself.

i'm sorry,
i really am.

i know as a result everyday the barrier i make between myself & the ones i love is becoming increasingly thicker, & all i can point my finger at is the invisible defense mechanism i constantly blame.

but the person i should blame is myself.
i brought this upon myself, & this is my fault.
i should raise up my hand & give an opinion
but instead all i have done is raise that white flag & surrendering to my favourite word called fate.

good job,kelly.
once again, good job.

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